he told me lots of sweet stuff. but hes jux a total liar. he lied. he told me that he dint reply hidz. he told me if i dun trust him. he wouldnt reply me. i trusted him. but he betrayed it. i even tell him i wouldnt forgive him if i gotto noe he lied. why? why must u betray the trust. why? whats with all the sweet werds if u do tis to me?
hidz.. u did this once. u did it again. why? why is this happening again...?
u told me not to give up on u.. u told me to wait. when i'm starting to open my heart for u... u did this.. what the hell were u thinking. ure jux pulling my legs right? sayng all this sweet nonsense, but u doesnt mean it. u doesnt. at all. i hated u so much.i hate u so so much.
hidz actually doesnt wanna tell me she's contacting him. but... unfortunately, i snatched the phone from her.. and walla. everything bursted. i bursted into tears and i'm jux completely lost.
few hours back, he told me he think he has fallen in love with me. but than..... he did this to me. if he really love me. he wouldnt do this.. he would be truthful. he would. he wont betray the trust ive given to him. he wouldnt... why the hell is he doing this to me.. why?
maybe its my fault. like everybody like to tell me. esp in sec school. i trust people too easily. maybe they are right. i trusted him so easily. hes such a sweetheart at times. but he's an ass. argh.. maybe its my fault for rejecting guys. breaking their heart. thats why now its my turn. lucky for me.. i jux wanted to open my heart for him. not totally. if not. i guess. it will be worst. i think i shuld jux close back. lock it,. and throw the keys into the ocean. and whu noes. maybe one day, someone would find and bring it back to me.... ARGH...