

i wanted to trust him. i truly wanted to do so.. but... its jux... difficult. what if i trust him... and he do it again? what if... he say that jux because he wants me to jux forgive him. but its actually a different issue?
i may not noe if he's attached. he may be attached. right? he may hide it from me. ARGHH.... why must all this questions appear in my ears..? common.. what shuld i do...?
i miss Miq.. He ussually help me with all this... Miq... Come back soon. Come Back Now.. Can?