today, i skip school to accompany her. she finished her brain scan when we reach. her situation remains. still motionless with eyes wide. around 3pm, a psychiatrist came and seek permission to talk to her in private. i allowed and seat outside with mum. they took around 15 to 20 mins before coming over asking us question. most probably to check if its the right answer given by her. wen they left, aunt started crying. saying they scolded her. we coax her and not long, 2 medical students came and wanted to talk to her. we explain on what happen and let them have a try. aunt started crying again. saying they scold her, even tough they are speaking so softly. this incident happens a few time before she claim his son, angah, scold her. and say she's a bad mother. we tought it would be a short commotion and things would get back as per normal. but im tottally wrong. she continued the "ANGAH" thing till late at night. everybody who came to visit her, was called friend by her. even me. and even her own husband. FRIEND!! its okey we understand. other than what i can see. she said she have one friend. the person is black, no face and tell her not to sleep. if she sleeps, she will not wake up. when she told me that. im super scared. i got this instinct that she will leave us soon. very soon. she started to be childish and you wouldnt want to imagine. i cried wen i see someone strong and very detemined person, lying on the bed cant remember a thing. she claim that the "friend" pushed her down the stool.
she give lots of sign that shes gonna leave us. im so scared. i'm sad for the people who haven get the chance to say sorry to her. like her son? her brother? and all. damn. i donnoe why i become so frighten when i think back on what is going to happen to her. i really hope i could see her tomorrow. and i'm sure gonna skip school tomorrow again.
PS: thanks anis, casper and cass for giving me ur support and advice. for being there with me wen i need someone too. thanks guys.