Holis coming....
lets start with how i feel. urm. well. i felt quite bad for a few people. well. its not that im holding grudge... but... i feel like a hipocrite. being nice to them, yet i dun like dem. i told ayu, i hate her a lot... ever since wan case... but... my feelings has so called stable nowadays. i had a long talk with ayu jux now. my main purpose is to actually get the truth out of her. i ended up hearing more things about others. second person i was thinking of is radhi. well. i agreed that im upsad about wad he told melvin last month. we disturbed him. melvin disturbed me.. well. im fine with that... well, if theres no jokes, life is boring... urm... i think he noes melvin is disturbing me about him. well. its obvious.. cox... everytime he was around. i would quarrel with melvin about the sentence.. "eh.. ur sayang in our class." its obvious enuf. well. idk y suddenly i think that i wanted to confess everything. hmph...
i've been quite tired these days. urm.. even tough im not werking. haixx. and my head would kill me sometimes. the old problem is back. hahaks. and yeah.. SAKINAH promise to help me out with the JBP job. heks. im in need of job... hahaha.
I dint expect the person whu said..."its ok. theres still so many opportunity out there for u to grab. sc nothing la. not a big deal. make u stress only".. is the person whu actually drag me out of sc. Wad so big about being the person whu kick me out of sc...? ouh.. i guess i noe why.. cox... hes the one whu i ever use authority with before... bloody f***. WADEVER!!!! i dun give a damn. in fact, i shuld thank u for kicking me out... cox... im happy with my life w/o sc.
