Thursday, March 5, 2009
went to school early in the morning today, not so early tough, to check if my appeal is successful. thank god it is. and. i got M&E. ok larh. not bad to have that as a course. urm. and. i get mrs wee to leave the application form for the kl trip on mr philips desk. and... not long. mr philip called. say due to my poor attendence, he will withdraw me from the kl trip. at first i was ok. cox. i dun really mind la. he did mention that the trip is for sc students. he wants responsible and comitted students. so i was. wadever. and. wen i drag myself home. this question suddenly strike my head. am i still holding my position. urm. i msged him and ask. wad a suprise wen he reply me. prob not. he is looking through the sc members and exco profile to see whu he wants to terminate. ok fine. at that point of time. i dun give a damn. but... wen time pass. i guess. i get some sense, and i suddenly feel so sad. i did so much for sc. and. in the end. i got terminated. due to poor attendence. wtf. i did attend most of the meetings. and hello. whu did a lot of werk...? its me ok. cox i need to do all sc stuff even when i'm at home. arrgghh. i'm frustrated. i talk to sabariah. ite mp sec. and. she asked me to find a way on how to save my position. i donnoe okeh. and... i tot of asking that teacher to give me one more chance. but i cant gerantee aything to him. cox. i dun think i can get a good gpa this time round. arrgghhh. what am i suppose to do? ouh ya. one more. i tot of talking to my vp. cox he's far older and i guess he do understand. but.... wen i think back. does he even noe about this prob? which i dun think he knew about this yet. ouh my. i told fairuz about this matter. all he answer is... " means ur cca point is wasted." wth. i expect more larh from him. arrgghhh. what should i do man...? give up? cox wen i think back. maybe i should cox... i also cant click with my exco that well. so yeah. so be it. but..... the position is like part of me in school. i have the authority to this and that. arrggghhh. its not like i purposely dint want to go to school. i'm sick. wad do he expect. i did cover all the day i dint went to school with mc. so... wad else. all the coursewerk i did submit.. all the test i did pass. wad else he expect from me man. is he like going against me or something?
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